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So I’m Back

In Uncategorized on December 15, 2009 at 6:47 pm

We drove home to New Jersey this past weekend to bury my Aunt on Monday. So it’s truly official now, she’s gone. It took a lot for me to sing the last song she would ever hear from me but I managed to get through it. It wasn’t my best rendition but it was what it was and she understood the sentiment behind it. But none the less it still hurts. They put an obituary in the paper and it didn’t even mention all of us, instead it mentioned a host of friends and family which is stupid because Shell didn’t really like people all that much. Those who were worth mentioning were my family and her best friend¬†thats it! Not sure what I will do now that I don’t have her to talk to like I’m so used to doing, not too sure how to feel. Some days I am sad and others I am ambivalent in a different place now. With a different set of thinking and maybe even understanding.


Michele R. JONES

WILLIAMSBURG – Michele R. Jones, was called to eternal rest on Saturday, Dec. 5, 2009. She slipped into a peaceful sleep in Sentara Williamsburg Regional Medical Center.
Her life began on June 20, 1956, the daughter, of Gladys Fields and the late Lawrence McCross. She was employed by the Colonial Williamsburg Foundation as an Executive Housekeeper at the Woodlands. She proudly served her country in the United States Army and was Honorably Discharged as a Staff Sergeant. Throughout her lifetime, she made many friends and she will be greatly missed by all who knew and loved her.
She was also preceded in death by her husband, Henry Jones Jr.
She leaves to cherish her precious memories, her devoted son, James Jones; her mother, Gladys Fields; her sister, Theresa McCross White (Ronald); her brothers, Jeffrey McCross and Damieon McCross; her maternal grandmother, Jessie M. Dales; her five grandchildren; and a host of other loving relatives and many caring friends.
The family will receive friends and Mrs. Jones may be viewed in Whiting’s Funeral Home from 5 to 7 p.m. Thursday, Dec. 10, 2009. Final arrangements will be held in Newark, N.J.
Professional services entrusted to the staffs of Whiting’s Funeral Home, 7005 Pocahontas Trail, Williamsburg, Va., 757 229-3011, and Whigham Funeral Home, 580 Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr. Blvd., Newark, NJ 07102. View and post condolences on our online guestbook at

Time For a Little Laughter

In i'm just saying, random, things that make me laugh, Uncategorized on December 7, 2009 at 9:00 am

Sweet Addictions TV Candy and Skittles so hilarious!

Death and Dieing

In Uncategorized on December 7, 2009 at 8:11 am

I am so totally confused, I am a ball of emotions. Dec 5, 2009 marked the day of great loss in my life. I lost my Auntie, and though knew that her death was near I hadn’t expected it to be so soon. I don’t know what I had expected but I didn’t think she would leave at the drop of a dime. Today I fell, guess I had been holding all my emotions inside so well that they made my legs give way and I dropped to the floor in my bedroom sobbing uncontrollably. I know that she is in a better place and that she’s not hurting anymore but I just cant seem to let go of her here. It’s like that scene in the hospital was all a bad dream, like I didn’t walk into Sentara General and find her dead on an ER bed with her eyes wide open and my cousin sobbing at her side. All I could think of was “is this real? Am I really here?”. Before I could get back to the room my uncle was storming out telling me SDV I think we just lost her man, I think she’s gone. I walked swiftly back behind the emergency doors to room 19 where the doctor was trying to close her eyes and my cousin was at her side tears streaming down his face talking on his cel phone. I tried to hug him but he didn’t want me to, I immediately apologized afterward not sure what I was thinking when I tried to embrace him. When he shunned me off I backed up and I just stood there for a while hoping to see her blink or part her lips to mumble maybe even give us a smirk as if she were saying “gotcha!” but none of that happened. Inside there was just this blank stare in her eyes as she looked up at the ceiling and thats when I began to cry. No sobs, no wimpers, no screams or gasps for air, just a stream of single tears because she was gone. And now I don’t know what to do or how to feel, I thought I was lost before but I think I’m truly lost now. She was the only Aunt I’ve ever had, she was like my mother she was a bestfriend. She was there for me when I was so depressed I couldn’t leave my house. She made me laugh, she made me cry, she made me good food, she taught me alot. She is a huge part of me, she is me. I was her Ms. D.

Yum-O Hottie Flip Side

In yum-o hottie of the week on December 5, 2009 at 8:17 am

Ok so I’ve decided to start giving props to some of the baddest bish’s in the game cause they deserve to be recognized to! So I present to you my first installment of Yum-o Hottie Flip Side first Ms. Amber Rose in all her fabulousness honey child she is Goooorgeous!

Easy Breezy Beautiful lol

Amber is flawless right!!


In random on December 5, 2009 at 6:08 am

Can I just tell you how bad of a blogger I truly am, lmao I have been so distant from this blog it makes not a lick of sense! So I am going to try to be back in the swing of things but yeah we’ll see just how that works out.¬† In the time that I have been away I took a moment to get my life together and somethings in order. I had been feeling lost for a really long time and hadn’t been myself truly, thank god that six months later I am complete to some degree and doing much better than before. I am currently enrolled at Virginia Wesleyan College working toward graduating May of 2011 so I am pretty happy on that front. There have been several ups and downs but for the most part I am approaching my life with a more positive attitude realizing that not everything is going to work out right away but God will work it out in due time. I am still single and not dating anyone new, honestly I am not even interested in dating someone right now. More so focused on my education and being a happier and better person. I’ve decided that the next person I get involved with needs to be someone I can see myself with long term maybe even leading to marriage, as for causual dating I don’t know. I guess I don’t really see anything wrong with hanging out and having a good time but I’m not entertaining any physically intimate activity without a relationship between myself and whoever he may be.

I got a new ATTITUDE!!

I am currently at my sisters she just gave birth to a healthy and gorgeous baby boy. So as I write this blog I am rocking him in my right arm. He’s spoiled already, having gotten used to being put to sleep in someone’s arms. Check for pictures after the break!! I’ve gotta run for now gotta help my sister get situated to feed him.

Born 12/1/09 Isaiah Gene Fisher

Peace and Blessings SDV