sdvanaleigh

Another Week of Self Serving Friends Too Many!

In i'm just saying on May 21, 2009 at 2:14 am

Man I’m just don’t seem to be having a great week and to be honest I’m trying hard not to own this bad week but damn it if things don’t seem to keep falling apart at the seams. I’m just so freaking frustrated and I’m trying to let things go but lord knows for me to let go is a serious struggle. I don’t want to own my anger towards some friends but the truth is I should own it because its a reality. I’m upset with them and I do feel extremely hurt and slighted by them and its so frustrating because I feel like there’s nothing I can do about it, normally I would speak my mind and let them know how I feel but I feel like there’s no point. You can’t make someone give a shit when they don’t want to or have no interest in doing so. My frustrations come from me being upset at the fact that I care more than they do and this seems to be happening more often, so what do I do? I really don’t know how to make myself care less.

Earlier this week I tweeted that I’m so sick of self serving friends, guess the best thing for me to do is to let them go too but damn! I’m so sick of having to reevaluate friendships every so many years, I am me and when I fugg up I am apologetic for it and I’m just tired of friends who don’t do the same!

SDV

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